update- major step for me today and i think i really am making progress in art. I finished the painting in about two hours. Where i started to paint it was gorgeous and well done but...i soon did that thing where i started to slap paint on the canvas. So...i whipped all of it away but the beautiful part and im letting it dry and i will go back to it when im fresh in the morning. I have never...well i have never actually fixed a mistake before. I generally would just say "well its done now. Not what i wanted but that one part is really nice" i want the whole thing to be nice....im really kinda shocked and excited.